Hate You, Love You
Entitled to Know

"a-I need time to explain everything to Mama or Gio" Amara said. His nervous tone, enough to make Dea understand if his cousin was frightened.

"Did Danis already know about what happened to you ?" ask Dea again. He was very curious about what happened between Amara and her fiance.

Amara nodded her head. "Yes, Danis already knows everything. Mama told him," replied Amara confirming.

"Then ?"

I don't want to hear it from anyone, especially Gio. Amara sat down right next to her cousin. "Danis is not angry at all" Amara said, taking a deep breath. "Even he feels guilty for not being by my side. Danis felt like she had failed because she couldn't protect me, and also couldn't accompany me in difficult times. Danis said that her feelings for me never changed. And he'll keep waiting for me in Boston" explained Amara.

"How about Gio and Evan ?" Ask Dea again.

Dea knew if she had the wrong feelings for her boss and her cousin's husband. But all this time Dea suppressed his own feelings because he knew, it was impossible for him to reach Gio even though Dea really wanted the man. Dea tries to turn off her love because she can't hurt Amara. Dea thinks Amara's marriage has changed well because now his cousin and Gio can communicate like other husband and wife.

But now... After Dea knew the fact that Amara would still go to meet Danis. Making the feeling of love in the heart of the girl re-wiggling life. Dea feels she has a speck of hope to be with Gio, and she loves Evan as much as her own child.

"Regarding Gio..," said Amara with a difficult eye view to Dea. His cousin looked troubled as he answered.

"Regarding Gio... What Gio did to me was indeed very evil and painful. But... After getting to know him better, Gio was not a bad person. I'm sure she'll easily get a surrogate mother for Evan. Our marriage was only because of coercion. It can't be continued" explained Amara.

"What if Gio falls in love with you ?"

"No way !" Cut Amara fast.

"Why can't it be ?" Dea asked, and it left Amara speechless for a while.

"Gio just feels guilty to me... And even if that's the case, I-I can't betray Danis a second time,"

Dea nodded in understanding. Amara's guilt for Danis was so great that her cousin felt unable to separate from her fiance who had been so loyal and willing to accept Amara as she was.

"Then with Evan ? Aren't you hard to leave it ?" Ask Dea again.

Amara immediately looked at her son who was now sleeping. His eyes dimmed I looked at Evan's face. "Gio's love for him is huge, I don't think Evan would feel any lack if he was with Gio. In addition, there are grandmothers who love Evan. Including you too, De ! I know you love Evan very much. I leave Evan to you, "Amara replied with teary eyes.

Until there Dea also knew that Amara had actually fallen in love with Evan, his son. Or maybe Gio too. But circumstances that make Amara can not survive on the second side.

"Say Danis, I can meet Evan again one day. Even if I decide to keep Evan in mind, Danis doesn't matter. He will try to love Evan like his own son," continued Amara while rubbing the wet end of his eyes. "Both heart is Danis, there's no way I'm gonna hurt her anymore,"

"Then ?"

"There's no way I'm taking Evan. Gio would definitely not allow it. And I think Evan would be better off with Gio alone" Amara replied.

"That way you can make it easier to move on with your life ?"

"If one day Evan wants to meet how ?"

"She can come to me, or maybe I'll meet her first" Amara replied.

"What if Gio finds another woman as your replacement?"

Amara who heard that forced her smile. "Yes good.. Gio also has to move on with his life, and I hope he can find a good woman for himself as well as Evan" Amara replied. And without Dea knowing, Amara's heart felt a little bitter when saying it.

All his efforts to hate and also hate Gio did not pay off because the man was too kind and patient when dealing with it.

"So now you're at peace with what happened?" Ask Dea again.

"Whatever I deny, it's all happened, right ? there's no way I'm constantly denying it" Amara replied.

"What are you gosipin ? Seriously speaking" Tanya Gio who was suddenly present among them. The man looked fresh as he had just finished cleaning himself. A masculine fragrance was pouring out of his body. Made Amara also Dea look towards him.

"Ish, it's none of your business" replied Amara slightly ketus. He was afraid that Gio would listen to what he had talked to Dea about.

Gio only smiled as Amara replied like that. He preferred to see Evan who was asleep on the large sofa in the middle of the family room. "Dream about ! Evan would be able to sleep fast if the same mother," said Gio as he lowered his head and kissed the child's cheek. Evan sleeps too fast so he does not get distracted at all.

Then Gio sat down next to his sleeping son. "Have you eaten ? Eat first.. Let me take care of Evan again" Gio told Amara. The eyes of the man were so warm, and his speech was so soft even though Amara was close to him. Very different from the Gio Dea used to meet in the office.

Amara shook her head slowly "yet," she replied briefly.

"What do you want to eat ? Shall I order ?" Ask Gio again, and he spoke only to Amara when Dea sat next to his wife.

"Not knowing ! Uh De, let's cook some yu !" Take Amara to her cousin. He soon got up and pulled Dea's hand to go with him to the kitchen.

"Eh ?" Dea was surprised because he was busy watching Gio. And check sure from the way Gio looked as well as talking to Amara, the man had put a taste in his cousin. Dea got up and followed Amara into the kitchen.

In the kitchen, Amara began to be busy removing a lot of food from the refrigerator. There are meat and some vegetables. While Dea, busy with her own thoughts about what Amara said earlier to her.

"Ara..," Dea's words were able to make Amara stop what she was doing at the moment. "Yes ?" Ask Amara full of question marks.

"I think Gio deserves to know about your plan, so that he doesn't expect too much of you" Dea replied, and that made Amara become silent on the spot where he stood.

to be continued

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