Hate You, Love You

Hate You, Love You
What If..


"Mara !" Panicked Gio while opening the door to his room and sure enough Amara was leaning his body on the wall with both hands holding his stomach. Amara's face grimaced, indicating she was holding back her pain.


"My stomach is tight and sore,"


Quickly Gio restrained Amara's body so as not to fall down and swept it into the chair closest to them. "What is giving birth now ? Isn't it still a few weeks away ?" Ask Gio worriedly.


Amara walked while holding on to Gio's arm, while the other hand held her stomach which still hurt. "Come on Gio, I don't understand either" Amara replied as she sat her body on the chair.


"Wait a minute, I'll take you to the hospital !" After making sure Amara was sitting quietly, Gio ran to his room. He found his car keys and immediately put on his jacket.


When she returned outside, Amara was accompanied by one of her domestic assistants. "Bi, what needs Amara to go to the hospital ?" Ask Gio.


"You're brought in now ?"


"Eemm bags for Amara's purposes only, Bi. The others can follow later," replied Gio and the housekeeper named Bik Marni immediately rushed to Amara's room and brought one bag that Gio meant.


"Please bring it up to the car, Bik," Gio said because he had to carry Amara, even though his wife refused him but Gio did it anyway, carrying Amara to get into his car and make sure his wife was sitting comfortably on the passenger bench. The thing that Gio always does every time he travels with Amara.


"It's not, Bik ?" Ask Gio before he gets in the car.


"Already, sir," replied Bik Marni with a nod of his head. "May Bu Amara be okay, yes" he said anxiously.


"Hopefully... I go first, yes" Gio came in and sat behind the wheel. He turned on his car engine and turned to Amara to see how he was doing.


Amara was still grimacing pain, her chest pounding anxiously. He was afraid of the birth of his first son. "You don't worry... Everything will be fine and I will always be by your side" said Gio, and Amara felt her husband's huge palm shaking the top of her head.


"Let's pray to God that everything goes well" Gio continued, smiling gently at Amara. There was no more tension in his tone, not like that.


Amara nods her head, approving. Gio runs his car and goes to the hospital where Amara always checks her pregnancy.


Along the way, Gio always turned his head to Amara. Make sure his wife is okay. "In a moment we'll be there, hold on, yes" pinta Gio with her soft, soothing voice.


Amara did not understand him, he just nodded his head as a form of answer. Gio's kind and gentle attitude makes Amara more lost in the endless labyrinth of flavors. And Amara doesn't like that. He did not want to be tormented in the uncertain feelings between himself, Gio and Danis.


Gio drove his car as fast as he could, and fortunately the road in the middle of the night was so slow that it did not take long, both arrived at the hospital.


After Gio's car stopped perfectly in the parking lot located right in front of the emergency unit. He got out of his car and ran inside, looking for someone who might help him.


Two nurses came and brought a wheelchair for Amara. With the help of the two nurses, Amara was finally able to check herself.


***


"Is your wife exhausted ?" Ask one of the nurses who examined Amara. After careful examination, Amara was declared not yet the time to give birth.


"Looks not, my wife is only in college for a while and noon has also come home," replied Gio while thinking about what Amara did today.


"Or maybe your wife is under a lot of stress ?" Ask the nurse again.


Gio's silence was taken as "yes" by the nurse who asked earlier. "Stress and a heavy mind load can be very influential on the baby being conceived. Believe it or not, the baby in the womb can also feel what his mother feels. To make it unsettled, reduced oxygen supply, even excessive stress can cause the baby to be born sooner or prematurely," obviously the nurse and Gio were just listening with anxious feelings and were also guilty because of the debate he had with Amara.


Gio blames himself for spurring the stress Amara is feeling right now.


"It is better to be in hospital first to do a follow-up examination" said the nurse again.


"Do what's best for my wife" Pinta Gio said.


"All right," he agreed.


***


Amara's condition is much better and she already occupies the room inpatient room. And during that time, Gio always accompanied her.


"I haven't called your mother because I'm afraid she's worried. Do you want to contact him now ?" Ask Gio.


Amara looked at the clock on her phone, showing it at 3 a.m. "Emmh I don't know... Should it be noon ?" Amara asked her husband again.


"Yes, it's better it's noon, so your mama doesn't feel anxious. You take it easy, because I won't leave you alone" said Gio, smiling gently at Amara. Trying to calm his wife.


Deg !


Amara felt her heart pounding. Being with Gio is not something good for him right now. "you should also go home, Gio. You have to work tomorrow morning,"


"You're more important to me" Gio replied honestly, he wasn't seducing.


Gio's words made Amara even more uncomfortable. "Gio, I think it's clear what I said to you. There'll never be anything between us,"


"I know," cut Gio quickly. "Let's forget what we were talking about. I don't want to add to the burden of your mind because it's not good for our son. Now rest..,"


Amara nodded her head, agreeing to what Gio suggested. He turned his body, turning his back to Gio who was sitting not far from his bed.


Gio took a deep breath, looking at Amara's back who was lying behind him. His feelings for Amara did not want to disappear even though Amara constantly attacked him mentally with a lot of rejection.


***


Gio awakens from his sleep on a chair due to the vibration of Amara's cell phone on the nightstand. Soon he grabbed the flat object so as not to disturb Amara who had just been able to fall asleep.


Gio's eyes stared at the nanar on the name of the man listed there. "Danis my fiance" read Gio slowly. He let the phone vibrate until Danis decided to end the call, and Gio put it back on the nightstand.


Before long, Amara's phone vibrated again for the second time and Danis' name reappeared on the screen. Suddenly, an idea popped into Gio's head. His love for Amara was so great. Until he thought if he could not get close to Amara, what if he asked Danis who was away from his wife ?


seriate..