Hate You, Love You
Will Not Let

"oh... Not again," complained Amara as she felt her stomach churn in the morning. Though his stomach has been bloated and the time of birth was only a few weeks away but morning sickness still torments him. And he hates that.

Hate the fact that Gio's gentle hand massage bends him, making Amara much better.

'Czech'

The door opened and Amara knew who was coming. The tall man immediately squatted his body next to Amara and gently scowled Amara's neck.

But this time Amara brushed it off. "No, I'm fine" Amara refused, seizing some tissue from Gio's hand. This time Amara did not allow her husband to do it all.

Because last night, Amara woke up in a very bad mood. He can't even sleep well. There was a sense of annoyance, anger, disappointment, fear mixed in his heart.

Though Amara said it does not matter if Dea the cousin wants to do research in the company Gio. But the fact that Gio volunteered made Amara feel uncomfortable.

And Amara also believes that Dea met Gio not accidentally. The girl came to the office area Gio was aiming to meet her husband.

"Are you okay ?" Gio asked worriedly because Amara was busy with her own thoughts.

Amara smiled faintly, "i don't pa-pa" Amara replied briefly as she stood up.

Gio looked at her with a sad look of eyes, a sad look mixed with disappointment due to Amara's rejection this morning.

I want Gio to ask what Amara is feeling right now so that his mood is so bad. But, Gio was self-conscious if he could not do it all. Gio was sure Amara would be very unhappy.

"What are you doing ? Will you stay there until when ? I'm gonna take a shower !" Said Amara, trying to expel Gio from before him.

"Ah Sorry," said Gio.

Gio got up and walked past Amara who opened the bathroom door to let himself out. "Water drink you on the nightstand. Earlier, I made you warm honey water," said Gio again.

"Thank you" again Amara just said a short word. He immediately closed the bathroom door as soon as Gio walked out.

He leaned his body behind the door. His bad mood did not go away and seeing Gio's face this morning made things worse.

"It's not jealousy. There's no way I'm jealous of Gio ! I just don't like the father of the baby I'm carrying being excessive to other girls" Amara murmured softly.

***

Gio sat at the dining table alone, he had not yet enjoyed his breakfast. His appetite suddenly disappeared because of the ketus attitude that Amara gave. Though last night Gio ate ravenously because Amara too.

Seeing Amara coming, Gio reflexively stood up. Their eyes met and locked for a while, even Amara stopped her steps for a moment.

"Why haven't you eaten yet ?" Amara asked as she sat her body right next to Gio.

"I'm waiting for you," Gio answered truthfully.

Deg !

Amara felt her heart beating faster as Gio said that. Ever since last night his feelings for Gio have become unsettled.

"When you don't have to wait for me, you can eat..,"

"Sorry," cut Gio quickly, leaving Amara speechless.

"I'm sorry if there's something I did and it makes you angry. I'm really sorry, because there's not the slightest intention to make you feel angry or disappointed" Gio continued.

Amara's heartbeats only tightened when Gio said words of apology for her. Amara stared in disbelief at her husband. Amara wondered in her heart, "does Gio know that I'm not happy with his closeness to Dea ? Does Gio think I'm feeling jealous ?" Suddenly Amara was worried. Afraid that Gio thinks that Amara has other feelings for him. And that can't happen !

"A-I'm not pa-pa. You don't worry," Amara forced her smile with a stammering voice. Amara won't let Gio know what she's feeling right now.

"You didn't do anything wrong, Gio. I don't feel as angry or disappointed as you said. I just feel tired," continued Amara reasoned.

to be continued

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