ENTANGLED IN WIDOW'S PLEA
HERLINA'S REGRETS

Herlina's disease is getting worse and worse. Herlina is no longer working. Every day Herlina depends on her closest person, her mother. Herlina is like living a life of unwilling death.

His bad past life makes him accept his karma. The disease of uterine cancer that Herlina thought was cured because it had done treatment and treatment abroad, it still continues to eat away at her immune system.

Herlina lay weakly helpless on top of her bed. The infusion hose is still attached there. Now nearby is Anura, her best friend with her husband Dewa. Anura faithfully sat down beside Herlina. Anura was unceasingly encouraging and also made Herlina smile with all her stories.

Herlina smiled as Anura told me about her funny self while filming.

"You gotta be upbeat, baby! So that he could recover quickly and seduce the widow had just left his wife," said Anura teasing and berahili Herlina. Herlina could only smile and her weak body now only seemed to shake her shoulders from laughing with Anura's clumsiness.

"Does God accept my repentance if I ask forgiveness from Him, Anura. My actions that like to be alone without following the rules and even more like to disturb the husband of people or men. Being a female usurper like men has become my game. I care nothing for the feelings and hearts of another woman who is none other than the wife of the man I seduced. Anura, I received karma from all that with my illness that I suffered. I'm so sorry, Anura!" herlina said in a soft voice. Now the details of her tears fell on both corners of her eyes.

"You must believe that God is Most Gracious and Merciful. God Forgives the sins and sins of His repentant servant. You have to believe that, baby!" added Anura. Now Herlina shakes her shoulders more and more because of her regrets and cries.

"Anura, it looks like I'm not much longer. I'm sorry if I, as your friend, always let you down.. You always advise me. But I always do what I want. You must be very disappointed, right?" Herlina. Anura smiled.

"No dear! I know and believe that one day you will be aware of everything you have done. You must have experienced a period of boredom and bored with what you are looking for and doing so far. All of this is just pure happiness. You will find that calm yourself. All this time you must not find the calm and tranquility is not it?" sahut Anura's. Herlina looked at Anura with a blank look.

"Really, Anura! Every time I make that mistake, I always feel that I am evil and in my heart feel the anxiety and fear of seizing the property of people, namely men," said Anura.

"All the mistakes are not entirely on you, baby. All because of both sides. Men cheat because of their lust and because they see the physical woman. While women cheat because they use their hearts" said Anura.