Butterfly Night But Virgin
257. Resignedly
Aurora went inside her room and saw Rayyan sitting on the edge of the bed. It seemed like the man was waiting for Aurora.
"Now explain it to me!"pinta Rayyan with her flat voice.
Rayyan feels disappointed in Aurora because Aurora is not honest with her that Bima is Aurora's ex-boyfriend.
Aurora let out a long sigh, then sat down next to Rayyan.
"Bima is my ex-boyfriend. I decided on him unilaterally because his parents didn't approve of us. I can't stand her mother talking so hurtfully,"
"So, you ran away from me by asking your ex-boyfriend for help? And you also asked for protection from him? He just wants to do all that for you. Because she is your ex-boyfriend and still loves you. Is it because you're stupid or because you still love him, that you do all this?"
"You're asking for help from the ex who still loves you. And ran away from your husband. Do you trust your ex-boyfriend more than your own husband? Doesn't mean everything I've done for you all this time?"rayyan asked with a jealous, angry and disappointed mixed expression that was clearly visible on her face.
"Him and I broke up a long time ago, Ray. I don't love him anymore. Right now, I have nothing to do with Bima other than being friends. We were also married together. So, I don't want to argue with you over this, Ray. I know, I was wrong all along. I'm selfish and stupid for doing it all without thinking,"
"I can't be a good wife to you yet. I'll try to be better. But, if you can't accept me for who I am, you don't have to push yourself. I am from the lower middle class, uneducated and stupid is indeed inappropriate with you who are from the upper class, educated and perfect. I don't deserve you" Aurora said with a sad expression, then went to the bathroom.
Aurora realized, all the problems that happened were because of her stupidity. And all this time Aurora has been tormented by all the problems that continue to come her way. Problems that inevitably have to be faced by themselves.
Aurora was crying in the bathroom, feeling tired of all the problems that had befallen her lately. Especially today, all problems come. When he wanted to lean on Rayyan, Rayyan instead looked angry and disappointed in him. It was only crying alone that he could do at this moment.
Rayyan rubbed her face rough. Rayyan is actually very angry when she learns that Bima is Aurora's ex-boyfriend. Moreover, Bima dare to bear the great risk of carrying away his wife, in-laws and loyal service. That is enough to prove that Bima still loves Aurora. Not to mention if Rayyan remembered Bima's loving eyes on Aurora. All of that really made Rayyan angry.
But what made Rayyan speechless was that Aurora did not defend herself at all and admitted all her mistakes. The woman looks resigned. Even said he did not deserve to be with Rayyan. The sad expression on Aurora's face made Rayyan unable to get angry anymore at Aurora. Although there was still a sense of disappointment in his heart.
Rayyan's eyes unintentionally stared at the baby box. The man approached the baby box and saw his son who was still asleep. The cute baby has always stuck to her since meeting.
"Aurora is wrong, selfish and stupid. But all this time he must have suffered a lot. Taking care of both parents with a state of pregnancy and childbirth without me to accompany. It must have been very hard on him" Rayyan muttered inwardly as she stroked her son's head.
Aurora came out of the bathroom and sat in front of the vanity mirror wearing skincare. Rayyan approached his wife. Rayyan bowed, then hugged Aurora from behind. The man placed his chin on Aurora's shoulders and looked at Aurora's face from the mirror in front of them.
"Sorry! I was emotional. I'm jealous. I didn't mean to insult you" Rayyan said of having lashed out at the stupid Aurora.
"You don't have to apologize. You and Mama are right. I am a foolish and uneducated woman, "sahut Aurora let go of Rayyan's embrace, then stood up from her seat and walked towards the bed.
"Darling!"Rayyan hugged Aurora from behind until Aurora could not continue her steps, "Don't be angry! I'm really sorry for unintentionally speaking words that hurt your heart. I get emotional because I'm jealous. I love you so much and I fear losing you. You mean so much to me. After my business here is done, we go home together, huh? I want you by my side like you used to. We raised Zayn together. I want to see him grow up. I don't want to miss any more years of growth like these seven months,"
Hearing Rayyan mention Zayn's name, Aurora felt guilty. Aurora had separated the innocent baby from her father. So Zayn did not get the affection of his biological father. Rayyan also could not see the growth of their son. Aurora truly feels like a selfish wife and mother.
"Sorry!"aurora turned her body, then hugged Rayyan.
The woman was crying in her husband's arms. Releasing the burden that he had to carry himself because of his own stupidity. Today was a very hard day for Aurora. And Aurora needs a place to lean on, which is her husband.
Finally, the couple slept hugging. After months of separation, it was their first night back to sleep together.
Comfortable. That was how Aurora felt at this moment. Hiding her face behind the chest of her husband's field. The most comfortable place she always missed.
The next day, Rayyan woke up to hear the sound of her son crying. Aurora wakes up and picks up Zayn from her baby box.
"Zayn why baby?"rayyan asked as she sat down.
"Usually her diapers are full" Aurora said, holding her son and laying him on the bed to change his diaper.
"Shortly, yeah! Mama's son must be thirsty, huh?"said Aurora who was changing her son's diaper.
Rayyan smiled faintly as she stroked her son's head. This morning was the first morning he went through with his son and wife.
"Did he always wake up this early?"rayyan asked who saw the digital clock on the nightstand still showing at five past thirty minutes.
"Hum" said Aurora, unbuttoning her pajamas to breastfeed Zayn.
Rayyan let out a rough breath as Aurora let out her favorite thing that had been in her touch for several months. The man chose to leave the room.
"Where are you going, Ray?"
"I want to breathe the morning air outside,"
Rayyan came out of the house and saw Mr. Hamdan who was picking flowers to put in a vase. The front and side pages of the Aurora house are planted with many flowers.
Rayyan saw Miss Ella who was also in that place, but far away from Mr. Hamdan. Rayyan approached Miss Ella who was in a wheelchair and saw her husband picking flowers.
"Mom!"greet Rayyan while sitting crouching in front of Miss Ella. Miss Ella smiled faintly at her daughter-in-law.
"Mom, I wanted to ask something that stuck in my heart to my mother. If you want to answer yes, please blink your eyes once. And if the answer is no, mom blinks her eyes twice. Can it?"rayyan asked who for some reason suddenly wanted to ask something that stuck in her heart to Miss Ella.
Miss Ella blinked her eyes once in response. Rayyan was pleased to get that response from Miss Ella.
"Mom, I'm sorry if I ask this, but this is very disturbing to my mind. Aurora blood type is not the same as the father and mother blood type. Is Aurora not the father's and mother's daughter?"rayyan asked carefully.
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To be continued