Butterfly Night But Virgin
217. Not Know

Sumi's eyes glazed over at Hendrik. He is not hallucinating. The man beside him at the moment was truly Hendrik. The person Sumi had missed so much lately.

"Hen.."call Sumi in a soft voice.

"You're sober?"asked Hendrik looking flat. Hendrik is disappointed that Sumi did not tell him about her pregnancy.

Sumi tried to get up from her lying position. I want to sit down and talk to Hendrik. Hendrik who saw it also helped Sumi to sit down.

"Hen, I'm sorry for everything that's gone by. I know, I've let you down a lot and hurt your heart. I didn't mean it that way" Sumi said, wiping away her tears. Sitting down without daring to look at Hendrik.

While Hendrik seemed to frown on his forehead staring at Sumi,"Especially what he wanted to say? Is she still strong with her stance and does not want to marry me, even though she is pregnant with my child?"muttered Hendrik in his heart, staring fixedly at Sumi's face.

Hendrik no longer knows how to persuade Sumi to marry him, if Sumi still refuses to live with him even though Sumi is currently pregnant with flesh blood.

"Say! What do you want to say?"said Hendrik who was impatient to hear what Sumi would say.

"A.. I. I did not contain because of the incident at that time," Sumi said softly.

Sumi was determined to express her feelings to Hendrik. No matter Hendrik accepts it or not. Sumi was prepared for the risk. Although Sumi only has a small possibility to accept Hendrik, seeing Hendrik's attitude that looks flat today and before. But Sumi will feel more relieved if she has admitted her mistake and expressed her love for Hendrik.

"She really doesn't want to tell me about her pregnancy? He really wanted to hide it from me," murmured Hendrik inwardly with a face that looked even more disappointed at Sumi.

Hendrik let out a rough breath, then asked with a flat face, "Then?"asked the man in a voice that also sounded flat. Because he felt disappointed by Sumi's attitude that did not want to admit and hide her pregnancy on him.

"I know, maybe your feelings for me are no longer the same as they used to be. But. I. I love you. Even if I don't have your child, can we be together? I know, I'm a selfless and shameless woman. I licked my own spit. I have rejected you repeatedly and repeatedly let you down. But.. If there is still a little bit of love in your heart for me, do you want to live with me? Although. although I currently do not carry your child," Sumi said after gathering her courage.The lips of the woman seemed to tremble. She wiped her tears with her tremor-looking hands.

Seeing the face and hearing Hendrik's flat voice made Sumi's heart ache. But Sumi still tried hard to gather courage to express her feelings for Hendrik. Regardless of being accepted or rejected by Hendrik, Sumi has resigned and prepared his heart.

While Hendrik seemed stunned to hear what was said by Sumi. Hendrik looked at Sumi who spoke without daring to stare at him, even with trembling lips and tightly clasped hands on the blanket he was wearing.

Hendrik tried to digest every word that came out of Sumi's mouth. Trying to understand what Sumi conveyed as best as possible.

"Grebs"

After a moment of being stunned, Hendrik suddenly hugged Sumi. There is happiness in Hendrik's heart when Sumi says that Sumi loves him and wants to live together with him. Although Hendrik is still curious, why Sumi does not want to admit about her pregnancy.

"Maybe he wants to test me. He wanted to know if I would still accept his love if he did not contain my flesh blood," murmured Hendrik thinking positively.

While Sumi seemed stunned to get a sudden hug from Hendrik. But Sumi felt comfortable in Hendrik's arms. With tears flowing, Sumi returned Hendrik's embrace which warmed her heart. Sumi felt moved and happy because she could hug and hug people who loved and missed her all this time.

After a while hugging Sumi in silence, Hendrik slowly stretched his arms. Hendrik held onto both of Sumi's cheeks and wiped Sumi's tears with both of his thumbs.

"You love me?"asked Hendrik to convince himself that what he heard earlier was not wrong. Staring fixed bead Sumi's eyes.

Sumi did not make a sound, but the woman gave a small nod while blinking her eyes simultaneously. And it succeeded in making Hendrik's heart flowery. But the man still hid his feelings and tried to be normal to Sumi, even though the happiness in his heart was overflowing.

"Want to get married and live with me?"hendrik asked if Sumi really wanted to get married and live with him.

"Hum,"sahut Sumi again gave a small nod while blinking her eyes simultaneously.

"Well, we'll get married and live together" Hendrik Hendrik said, still staring at Sumi.

"Well.would you marry me?"asked Sumi with trembling lips and eyes that were back in tears.

"of course. As long as you marry me not because you have to,"

"Grebs"

Suddenly Sumi hugged Hendrik with tears coming back dripping from her eyes.

"I love you" Sumi said in her tears.

Sumi sobbed tightly hugging Hendrik's body as if afraid of losing Hendrik. There was a sense of relief and happiness in Sumi's heart when she heard Hendrik wanted to marry her. Not expecting if finally he can express his feelings and Hendrik accepted his love.

The fact that Sumi contains her flesh and blood and Sumi declares her love, even willing to marry her is the biggest surprise of Hendrik's life.

Hendrik broke their arms, then wiped Sumi's tears with both of his thumbs. A warm smile was etched on his lips.

"Stop crying! Look at! You wet my shirt with those tears. You even dirty my shirt with your snot," said Hendrik teasing Sumi.

"Sorry!"said Sumi with a downcast face.

"Why did he suddenly become such a sweet cat? Where are stray cats and hard to approach first? Is this because of her pregnancy hormones? Adorable,"grily Hendrik mumbled a smile to find Sumi's attitude change is very drastic.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?"hendrik asked gently, hoping that Sumi would tell him about her pregnancy. Hendrik already knew from the doctor, had even seen the state of the baby in the womb Sumi through USG. But Hendrik wanted to hear the news straight from Sumi's own mouth.

"No,"sahut Sumi shook her head slowly.

"Then why didn't you call me?"

"I. I did not conceive because of the incident at that time. So, I have no reason to call you,"

Hendrik frowned hearing Sumi's words, "Did he not know if he was pregnant?"hendrik murmured in his heart.

"You're not pregnant?"asked Hendrik more curious.

"That's three days I've come to the moon" Sumi said honestly.

"What?! Ka.. Are you sure you're coming to the moon?"asked Hendrik who suddenly became panicked and worried.

"Yes,"sahut Sumi who became confused by Hendrik's change in facial expression suddenly became panicked and worried.

"You wait here!"hendrik then rushed out of the room.

"Why is he like that?"mumbling Sumi looked at Hendrik who disappeared behind the door.

Sumi became increasingly confused by Hendrik's reaction when he said he was coming to the moon.

...Heart Sincerity...

...When I leave you, I just pray to God that you find your happiness....

...Because I realize I'm hoping for someone I can't hope for....

...You have broken this heart to nothing, but I still struggle with the pieces of my heart that exist....

...Keep smiling after you've been hurt, telling your heart that you can't have it....

...Because with you, falling in love is the most intentional heartbreak....

...I decided to forgive you. You have no regrets about hurting me....

...But I can't believe you're expressing your love. Wipe out all the wounds in my heart. Makes me the happiest person in the world, after being hurt, disappointed and desperate....

...What I learned from all this, sincerity and sincerity will make us happy someday....

..."Nana October 17th"...

...🌸❤️🌸...

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To be continued