Butterfly Night But Virgin
170. Gentle Way
"I told you, I don't want any more relationship with you. Don't you understand human language! Go!"sumi's snapping became an emotion.
"If I don't want to go, what do you want?"hendrik asked slightly raising his voice.
Sumi let out a long sigh of control over her emotions. The woman scratched her own temple. Trying to be patient with this man in front of him. Since it didn't seem like it could be treated harshly, then Sumi would try it in a gentle way.
"He's a forced man. Nothing yet, he's been forcing me to kiss. And it seems obvious that he is possessive. No more relationship than friends alone she already dared to blatantly say she was jealous and express her anger. What if I become his wife? Maybe his possessive attitude will get worse again. I don't want a husband like that. Although he is rich, I will not be happy because I will be confined in his golden cage,” Sumi muttered in heart.
Sumi could not imagine what her life would be like if Hendrik were her husband. Just making friends is possessive and jealous. Though Sumi only said admiring Andi, but Hendrik was already so angry. What if Sumi becomes his wife later? Therefore, Sumi chose to stay away from Hendrik. Not wanting to be a bird in Hendrik's golden cage. He is free-spirited, where might be at home and hold if he has a possessive husband?
While Hendrik, where could the man let Sumi go. Sumi was the only woman who could make Hendrik like her not because of her physique or face, but because of her personality. The only woman who can make herself fall in love.
"Listen to me! I don't like you. And I don't want to give you false hope. Because I know, in PHP it's not good. Therefore, it is better than now that you stay away from me. I don't want you to get hurt because you hope for what you can't possibly get" Sumi said, soft-sounding, unlike earlier which sounded cold and flat.
Hearing Sumi's voice turning soft, Hendrik smiled faintly. The man got up from his seat and walked over to Sumi who was still sitting in her chair. Hendrik sat on the table in front of Sumi, then placed his hands on the right and left side of the armrest of the work chair that Sumi sat on. The man leaned over to look at Sumi fixedly.
"What do you want?"mumbling Sumi frowned seeing what Hendrik was doing. But the woman still looked calm.
"I'm sure, as time goes by, you'll love me. Do you know the saying that love comes from habituation? Believe that! I will make you my queen. The only owner of my heart" said Hendrik gently with a fairly close face position to Sumi.
Even Sumi could feel Hendrik's breath coming down on his face and smelling a mint scent from the man's mouth in front of him.
Sumi smiled wryly at Hendrik's words. There was not the slightest intention to live with Hendrik, having known how possessive this man in front of him was.
"Sorry! I can't. I don't deserve you. We are like the earth and the sky. I am a woman from the bottom. My past is so dark. Dumped boy and ex-night butterfly. While you are from a distinguished and wealthy family. Your good name and your family will be destroyed if you choose me as your life partner," Sumi said honestly.
"Good name? I don't have a good name. I'm just a brengseek man adventurer love female players who have been a burden on the family. I don't care what people say anymore. We are going to live our lives, why should we bother thinking about what people say? They can only judge and judge others without being able to judge themselves,"
"Stay still, Hen. I can't accept you. I don't love you. And I don't want to make you disappointed and hurt by giving you false hope" Sumi said, trying to keep her soft and calm. Even in the heart are very emotional. No longer know how to kick this stubborn guy out.
"really? Aren't you interested in me?"asked Hendrik to start to spread the charm. His mainstay to conquer the hearts of women who have not used for a month at all. Given the strict rules of his assistant as well as Rayyan's spy.
Hendrik brought his face closer to Sumi's. The closer...
As a normal woman, it is not denied if Sumi is fascinated with this man in front of her. But her profession as a night butterfly has made Sumi still able to control herself.
"I forgot something. I left my phone in the kitchen" Sumi said as she pushed Hendrik's chest away from his. Even though the man was still in front of him.
Hendrik smiled smirkily seeing Sumi's reaction, "Truly a difficult woman to conquer. Still able to control myself in front of me" Hendrik muttered inwardly.
"Please move! If it's like this, I won't be able to leave" Sumi said still looking calm.
"Your phone has him on the table" said Hendrik, gesturing with his chin pointing to Sumi's phone lying on the table.
"God.! I was looking for the wrong reason, "sumi muttered in her heart immediately turned her brain back to find a reason to be separated from Hendrik.
"I have to check some of the ingredients in the cooler" Sumi said, trying to remove Hendrik's hand from his chair.
Hendrik smiled again and looked at Sumi who was looking for an excuse to get away from him.
"You want to avoid me?"asked Hendrik who was still fluttering in his place.
"Hen, please let me go!"pinta Sumi was gentle, "If she doesn't want to go, then I should go," Sumi muttered inwardly.
"Grebs"
Only three steps away from his seat, but suddenly Hendrik hugged him from behind.
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...Sometimes you have to listen to your heart rather than the words of others. ...
...Those who insult your shortcomings, do not realize that they exceed your shortcomings....
...People who don't understand you, speak from what they see. ...
...They only know your name, but they don't know your scenario....
...Don't listen to their babble. Because they can only reproach without knowing the severity of the struggle you have been through....
...Don't listen to the words of those who judge you. They are not God who knows your faults and sins....
...Don't ask who you love, but ask who makes you feel happy and valued....
..."Nana October 17th"...
...🌸❤️🌸...
Notebook :
•according to the Great Indonesian Dictionary (KBBI), the meaning of the word budging is not moving a little too. The other meaning of flinch is silence.
•many people are still wrong in using the word "bergeming. Including me myself some time ago. (gaku )😅😅🤭🤭🤭
But after more reading, finally know the /true meaning of the word "moist.
Even many are confused between the word raw and not raw.
•ikata baku is a word used in accordance with the rules or rules of the Indonesian language that have been predetermined.
•non-baku is the opposite of baku. So, the word does not default to use is not in accordance with the rules and rules of the Indonesian language that have been predetermined.
•a few examples of non-standard words :
Breath, determination, perseverance, risk, bowl, age, pilgrimage, permit, dispensary, activity, ambulance etc.
Examples of the word raw ;
Breathing, recklessness, determination, risk, bowl, epoch, diploma, permit, pharmacy, activity, ambulance etc.
•Sorry if all this time there is my writing that does not use the word baku. In the future, I'll fix it again.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏.
To be continued