Butterfly Night But Virgin
150. Not a Bladder Child
Sumi goes to the hospital to see her mother who has started to improve. Slowly, Sumi opened the door of her mother's hospital room.
"Ah, is mom awake? I guess I was still sleeping" Sumi said as she looked at her mother who was also looking at her with a smile.
"You don't have to stay in the hospital to look after mom. You just rest at home! There's a nurse and a junior who's looking after mom. I don't want you to be sick from fatigue taking care of mom," said Sumi's mother holding a soft finger Sumi's hand which is now sitting on the chair next to her bed.
"Why is this mom, anyway? My mother treated me differently than my sisters. I feel like mom has always been bad for me" Sumi said, who does feel that way.
Since childhood, as the biggest child, Sumi always helped her two parents without being asked. And Sumi's mother always scolded Sumi's sisters if they did not want to help Sumi's mother. But never scolded Sumi even though because Sumi did never make her mother upset. Sumi always does anything without being told to. Therefore, Sumi never scolded her mother. Sumi's sisters were silent if they were scolded. Although they are actually jealous of Sumi who has never been scolded by their father and mother. Because there was indeed no gap and reason to scold Sumi.
"Because you have sacrificed so much for us. Especially after your father died five years ago. This mother, this useless mother. It should be the mother who became the backbone of the family after your father died. But she has become a burden to you. Sorry mom! Mom is not a good mother to you. Your mother and sisters are just a burden to you. You even had to sell yourself to support us. Mother never made you happy. Sorry mom!"said Sumi's mother crying sobbing, tear-jerking.
"Why are you talking like that?"said Sumi joined in crying and immediately hugged her mother.
After a moment of hugging her mother, Sumi wiped her tears, then wiped her tears away.
"Mom, I never felt you were a burden to me. I feel proud that I can help my mom. What I did was not worth the sacrifice of the mother who had conceived, cared for and raised me," Sumi said instead making Sumi's mother sobbing even more,"Mother! Don't cry anymore! I don't like to see you cry" Sumi said, wiping away her tears.
"Sum, yesterday mom almost died. I don't know until when I was given my age by God. Mum..."
"Mother.I don't like you talking like that. Mom will be healthy and she will take my granddaughter away from me. I no longer need to work as hard as in the village So the mother will not be sickly anymore and will live long," Sumi said cutting her mother's words.
Sumi's mother is sickly because she is too forced to work. Not because of illness.
"Sum, please listen to me first. Don't cut off mother's words!"said Sumi's mother with a serious face.
"Alright," Sumi said according to.
"Sum, all this time mom kept a secret that I really didn't want to reveal. Because my mother loves you too much. But I don't want to die carrying this secret. Twenty-five years ago, my mother married your father and lived with both of your father's parents and his brothers. But after three years of marriage, we have not been given a child. Even though we've taken medication everywhere. After three years of living with your father's parents, your mother and father moved home to another sub-district. Because your father could buy a simple house for both of us and live apart from your father and mother and his brothers. We boarded the bus, and it just so happened that the place we got off was the last stop. As we were picking up all our belongings, suddenly a crying baby was heard on the bus. The bus driver thought it was our baby, because there were no passengers left in the place but us. So the bus driver gave us the baby. In the bag containing the needs of the baby left with the baby there is a piece of paper that says 'Please take care of this child'. We took the baby home and took care of it like our own child. No longer seeking treatment for offspring. Your mother and father thought the baby left by that man was a blessing to us. Because a year later after we took care of the baby, the mother was pregnant. Therefore, your mother and father still loved the baby even though we had our own children. And that baby is you," Sumi's mother said, looking at Sumi with tears coming back.
"Deg"
It was like Sumi's heart stopped beating hearing her mother's speech.
"A.. I. I'm not a father and mother's son?"ask Sumi stammered. I can't believe he's not their real son. Because Sumi felt from childhood always privileged by her parents.
Sumi's mother shook her head slowly, then wiped away her tears.
"No. We love and love you like our own children. We consider you a blessing to us. Since we took care of you, our fortune has been smoother, even with our own children. Therefore, we consider you to be our lucky blessing and talisman. You even did anything to help us without us asking. That's why we really love you. And until now, I still consider you a blessing of mother, because since your father died, you took responsibility as the backbone of the family. But unfortunately, your father and mother have not been able to make you happy. And now your mother and sisters are your burden, "with tears breaking
"Mother, thank you for taking care of and raising a child who was thrown away like me with such affection. Thank you, because mom and dad love me like your own son. I never thought I wasn't your son.
Because I feel like you love me more than my sisters. Staywith me! Stay my mother! Because you're the only family I have. If there is a second life, I want to be born from the mother's womb" Sumi said sincerely.
"Sumii.." said Sumi's mother held Sumi in her arms. Both of them cry again.
Without realizing the child and mother, it turns out there are two people who joined in crying in front of the room whose door was not closed perfectly. They are the younger siblings of Sumi and Aurora. While Nala who always keep Aurora still flat expression.
...Mothers...
...If there is anyone who loves you the most, in this world, it is your mother.....
...If there's anyone who understands you the most in this world, she's your mother.....
...If anyone is sad when he sees you sad, he is your mother.....
...If anyone is happiest when he sees your happiness, he is your mother.....
...If anyone selflessly loves and loves you, she is your mother.....
...And if anyone is willing to sacrifice for you, she's your mother.....
...Therefore, respect and love your mother.....
...Because the murk is the beginning of your destruction. ...
...And his ridho is the beginning of your happiness.....
...Because your paradise lies at your mother's feet.....
..."Nana October 17th"...
...🌸❤️🌸...
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To be continued