Butterfly Night But Virgin
107. Regret And Guilty
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"By!"
Rayyan saw Aurora closing her eyes, leaning against the edge of the bathtub. The woman's face looked pale. With wide steps Rayyan approached Aurora.
"By!"call Rayyan rubbing Aurora's cheek.
"God..! The body is so hot!"muttered. Rayyan hurriedly lifted Aurora's body from inside the bathtub. Rayyan laid Aurora's innocent body on the bed, then covered her.
"By!"call Rayyan tidying up Aurora's hair that covers Aurora's face.
Rayyan took off her trousers until only boxer pants were left attached to her body. Rayyan went into the blanket, then grabbed Aurora's body in her arms.
"What happened to you?"rayyan muttered that she was worried about Aurora.
Rayyan recalled the moment she took away the sanctity of Aurora. As Rayyan leaves Aurora for the office, Aurora passes out in the bathroom under the shower. In a state of fainting and body fever as it is today.
"Can't you learn to love me, Ra? Does living with me make you feel so tormented? I'm happy to be able to live with you, to have you. But if I'm the only one who feels happy in this relationship, and you feel tormented, why do we continue this relationship?"rayyan muttered without feeling her tears.
Rayyan has tried to obey all of Aurora's wishes and tries to make her happy. But it seemed that Aurora still could not accept herself. Therefore, before his love for Aurora deepens, Rayyan decides to let Aurora go.
In the morning, Rayyan woke up and felt Aurora's body was no longer fever. Rayyan gently stroked Aurora's hair. There is a sense of unwillingness to release Aurora from the marriage relationship. But why maintain their relationship, if Aurora is unhappy and unable to accept herself? That's what's in Rayyan's heart.
"Rayy. murmured Aurora without opening her eyes, as Rayyan let go of her embrace and wanted to get out of her place lying down. Aurora hugged Rayyan.
"Why? Is anyone sick, hemm?"rayyan asked, but Aurora did not reply and still hugged Rayyan.
Rayyan let out a long sigh, gently rubbing Aurora's back. But a few minutes later, Aurora suddenly let go of her embrace and woke up. Aurora was surprised to see her body plain without a thread attached to her body. But Aurora quickly put on a blanket to cover her body and rushed to the bathroom.
"Ra! You why?"asked Rayyan who was stunned to see Aurora's behavior. Rayyan rushed Aurora to the bathroom.
"Jr. huek.. huek..."
Aurora felt her stomach was very nauseous, but there was nothing to vomit but a bitter yellow liquid. That was because from yesterday Aurora only ate a little. Rayyan tried to massage the nape of Aurora, then gently rubbed Aurora's back.
"Why is he vomiting? Is she pregnant?"rayyan muttered with a heart dag dig dug. Hope Aurora contains her flesh blood.
Seeing Aurora who looks weak after vomiting, Rayyan also holds Aurora out of the bathroom and splashes Aurora's body into the bed.
"I'll call the doctor to check on you" Rayyan said as she reached for her phone.
"No need, Rayy. I just catch a cold, "prevent Aurora.
Rayyan calls a doctor to check on Aurora. After which, Rayyan walked towards the walk-in closet.
Ever since Rayyan called, Aurora swallowed her saliva violently, as she stared at Rayyan's perfectly exposed chest and stomach. Rayyan goes into a walk-in closet to pick up Aurora's clothes, and soon after, Rayyan is back.
"I help you wear clothes" said Rayyan, then put clothes on for Aurora.
"While waiting for the doctor to come, you lie down first. I'll clean myself up" Rayyan said, helping Aurora lie down. Then the man rushed to clean himself up.
A few minutes later, Rayyan had finished cleaning up. The man came out of the bathroom wrapped a towel around his waist. Aurora again swallowed her coarse saliva looking at Rayyan with half-wet hair as well as a muscular upper body. Featuring perfectly printed chest and abdominal muscles.
"God... Why does her body look so seductive? I was in his arms, why didn't I think to feel his body, huh? My body is limp like this, but why does my brain even become perverted, "the murmur Aurora cursed herself.
Rayyan was ready with her office clothes. Looks handsome and masculine. When Rayyan wanted to approach Aurora, there was a knock on the door. Rayyan rushed to open the door.
"Please enter! Please check my wife!"rayyan told the middle-aged female doctor who replaced Fina for a while.
The doctor asked for Aurora's complaint, then examined Aurora carefully. Soon, the doctor finished examining Aurora.
"How, doc?"asked Rayyan who was impatient to know the results of the examination.
"Yesterday only eat a little and lack of sleep, causing the body to limp, stomach acid rise, and also fever due to fatigue and stress. I'll prescribe medication, and I recommend eating and resting regularly and not thinking too much" the doctor said, writing down a prescription.
"Is he so unhappy living with me that he's depressed and stressed?"rayyan muttered that feeling increasingly guilty towards Aurora.
The beginning of their relationship is because Rayyan forced Aurora to marry him on the grounds of return. The marriage was originally a one-year contract with no physical contact. Rayyan, however, was caliph and took away the sanctity of Aurora. It even canceled the contract unilaterally and forced Aurora to stay by his side. Rayyan did that because she started to like and love Aurora. And hope that over time, Aurora can also like and love him. But in fact, until now Rayyan felt that Aurora could not love him and even now doctors say that Aurora was sick due to stress. That fact made Rayyan feel very guilty towards Aurora.
Rayyan does not know that Aurora is stressed out because she thinks Rayyan is having an affair. Not to mention the words of Bu Ella who said if Aurora divorced Rayyan because of Aurora's mistake, then her mother did not want Aurora to see him again. And this is indeed pure fault Aurora who always refused to serve Rayyan and did not want to do what suggested and ordered by her mother. That's why Aurora is stressed.
After the doctor left the room, Rayyan approached Aurora. The man stood beside the bed where Aurora was lying.
"You better rest at home first. I have a job out of town for a few days. After I get home from out of town, we talk about our relationship. Take good care of yourself! I'm leaving,"pamit Rayyan without touching Aurora. Walking out of his room with a tight chest.
Rayyan hopes that Aurora contains her flesh and blood. So that it can make Aurora stay by her side and maybe little by little make Aurora love him. But instead felt slapped when the doctor instead said Aurora was pregnant, but instead said that Aurora was stressed. And Rayyan felt that Aurora must be stressed because of her.
Aurora looked at Rayyan who finally disappeared behind the bedroom door with teary eyes.
"out of town? Are you looking for an excuse not to go home for a few days? Do you want to spend time with your love? Then... You want to talk about our relationship after coming home from out of town, what do you mean? Do you want to take me to court on the grounds that I'm not serving you? You want to divorce me for that matter?"murmured Aurora with cheeks wet by her tears.
Aurora felt sorry for not listening to what her mother said. Aurora regretted not trying to please her husband and refused to fulfill her duty to serve him.
It is true, a person only realizes how valuable what he has when he no longer has it.
...🌟"When you feel unexpected and unappreciated, the person who loves you so much will decide to leave."🌟...
..."Nana October 17th"...
...🌸❤️🌸...
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To be continued