Bia, the Substitute Mother
Bia VS Men Bearers of Honor

...The fear came suddenly and made me realize that it was as bitter as your past to me. ...

...~JBlack...

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"No. no!" Said Bia then went from there and tried to run.

Bia really goes fast. Sometimes he looks back. His body was frightened, the shadow in the past seemed to twist. He still remembered very well his face, his voice and how those eyes looked at him.

"Don't. Don't!"

"Bi!"

Ah the man followed. Yes he really followed Bia's footsteps. Until unknowingly, Bia's footsteps led her towards the back of the hospital.

Bia was just looking for a gap where he could run and make it here.

"Stop, Bi! I just wanted to talk to you. Just one second!"

"No! I don't want to. Go you! Go you Semi!" Shouted Bia with a trembling voice.

Bia didn't see what he was staring at. What could have kept him away from that man. He does. Not looking left. Bia just wanted to not see the guy. He's really not ready.

Bia's not ready for everything. Not ready for this meeting. Not ready for everything that has ever happened between them. Everything that happened in the past. Heartache, impingement, disappointment all come together into one.

It's so painful! It really broke him.

"Don't please!"

Until finally when Bia began to step over the border of the hospital floor and the ground. Suddenly…

"Akhc!" Screamed Bia with fear.

"Revelation!" The man's shout pulled Bia's arm and grabbed her.

Finally the eyes meet again. Finally the man hugged Bia's waist so as not to fall.

As for Bia, the woman was really scared. Even his eyes were closed as his legs slipped. He thought about falling. Even he thought he might roll over. But it turns out that didn't happen.

"Are you okay, Bi?"

Deg.

Bia's heart was racing. The smell of this body also not make his heart rustle but he began to tremble.

"Take me off!" Pinta Bia softly made the man help Bia stand up and let go of her embrace.

Bia's tears involuntarily dripped. The woman wiped her tears and looked at the others. He did not want to look at the man because he always reminded the shadow where when he asked not to continue but maliciously the man continued his behavior.

"Let me talk to you for a second, Bi. Just a little while after that you can go!" Said the man in a heavy voice.

Bia didn't look. He clasped both of his hands trying to neutralize himself which was still filled with fear in the person beside him.

"If you don't want to look at me, you can. If you don't want to talk, too, may. But let me ask you for a minute here. Just listen!" Pinta the man who actually showed a voice full of regret.

Bia still remains in position. He stood up while turning his back to the man's body. The pregnant woman only touched her hands on her stomach. By rubbing it and saying an apology in your heart.

Bia really regretted almost harming her own child. Bia is really sorry and will not forgive herself if something happens to her and the child she bears.

"I'm sorry for my mistake, Bi," said the man quietly. "Maybe unforgettable for us but I'm really sorry."

"I'm looking for you everywhere. Even to your sister's house but it's empty. I just wanted to apologize for the incident even though I couldn't bring it back like the beginning."

"Why did you say that if you can't go back to the beginning? Everything was destroyed after you forced it all," Lirih Bia replied with a trembling shoulder and tears.

The woman held her stomach with her head lowered. He really wanted to scream in front of the man. He wanted to scream saying everything he said was free! Because I can't give anything back.

His happiness, his crown, his happiness in the past and his future. Everything was destroyed because of that time. A time when the beautiful things of the future begin to crumble.

"Because I feel that all my faults for you are now felt by my mother" Lirihnya who made Bia's head lift. "My mom got terminal cancer."

Deg.

Bia's heart is melting. Even the woman held her breath. Unknowingly the fear that had filled his heart began to turn with sympathy.

Even unconsciously Bia's body twisted and stared at the man who lowered his head while wiping his tears.

"My mother was diagnosed with breast cancer about six months ago. I just found out, my mom has the disease."

"See pain. Makes me remember you and I'm finally looking for you to apologize sincerely."

"I'm a sinful man, Bi. But I just want to be responsible. I want to take responsibility for what I've done to you."

Bia's tears really flowed profusely. He looked at the man who started to lower his body. He rested his body on his knees then unconsciously Semi was slowly about to kiss Bia's leg but Bia quickly held it.

"Don't! No!" Bia said by holding both of his shoulders and making the man's face lift up.

Finally the eyes of the two meet. The eyes that had never looked after the incident can now look at each other again.

Bia could see great regret where. Swollen and blackened eyes indicate the man did not rest with a lot and a lot of crying.

"Don't bow down to me. I'm not God, Shem!"

"But because of me, you're suffering, Bi. You… "

"I find it hard to forget everything. I have forgiven you too. Everything has happened and cannot be changed" Bia said with a nod

"I just wanted to apologize, Bi. I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

Bia looked around. For this hour the back garden area is still quiet there are only the two of them.

"Wakeup. Let's sit down and talk!" Take Bia in the end.

Bia can't keep letting Semi kneel to him. He doesn't want everyone to know what's going on between them.

Finally here are the two of them. Sit in the garden side by side. The sound of moving leaves and the breeze became an atmosphere full of calm between the two.

"Then how's your mom?" Tanya Bia started the conversation.

"The doctor said that my mother's illness was incurable. My mama… "

"I know," Sela Bia who understands what the man feels and fears.

"The pain you are feeling is not karma, Shem. But God is cleaning up the sins your mother made during her life. Don't think the karma of someone you're making happens to the people around you. That's impossible" said Bia wisely.

~Connected

Write this chapter while crying hehe. Nice too while wiping the tissue huhu.

Sorry to update again last night I came out after work. It could only come up now.