Azizah, Wife Taste Savings
I'll Begging....

20 January 2021

I don't know when

this feeling continues to grow inside the chest

such a rumbling taste

such a beautiful taste

which makes me

always smiling by yourself

hugging quietly

every night

Your shadow,

always present

as the day went dark

Along with longing

who came ambushing

like the cold at dawn

To you, heart

this love is a lonely love

the silent love

which I cannot tell you

I don't know

get to

when ~Anonymous~

Axel read every stanza with tears flooding his face. Azizah suffered for it...

February 25, 2021

You are hope

you are a dream

what I can't say

Compassion

if only you knew

what I feel every night

if only you knew

how I feel

when you passed in front of me

But darling

I was too close to hold this feeling

You wouldn't have known

I was afraid to say one word

which I have been feeling all this time

I can only afford poetry

complaining about the moon

off-distance

also on the pillow

the place I lay my head

You're too special to me

until my feelings say

you can't possibly reach

Just prayer

accompanied by tears

wishing God

helping the servant

from the pain of love

which can't

disclosed

with

wording

--Anonymous----

February 28, 2021

I thought I could carve a rainbow in your face

But what I give is always a black cloud that becomes cloudy highlighted your beautiful

I wish I could be the rose that makes you flower..

But I'm just a thorn tree that makes you hurt..

You are the marvelous beauty that the Maha Rakhim has sent you

Forgive this rib of yours that can't be a tranquilizer when you're upset

Become a medic when you are sick

Become the light in your darkness

In fact, I'm just a storm that's ruining the peace of your life...

Ii'm sorry...

I'm sorry my husband...

"No. I'm the guilty Zizah... I'm the guilty one"

Axel closed the book, feeling unable to read it at this time, although there were still a few more sheets left for him to read.

Be ill... It hurt to read it, the woman he thought was a fox, turned out to be a wingless angel who loved him so sincerely.

Axel shouted, cursing himself. Condemning his stupidity for being late to recognize his own wife.

Axel sobbed while beating his own chest. His regret would never have been treated if he could not find Azizah.

"I'll beg Grandpa, Even if need be I'll kiss the soles of his feet, As long as Grandpa is willing to tell you whereabouts Zizah...Please give me a chance"

Axel said, He hugged the diary tightly, crying all night until tirelessly approached and made him sleep with a position curled up on the floor.

***

"Huuf.... Why every minute feels like a thousand years"

Abimana turned her lips. It's only been 2 days in Singapore but for him it feels like he's been there for thousands of years.

'Lebay!' malik's mind grumbled, but his lips were always smiling.

His boss was completely drunk on love.

"Sorry sir, isn't there a cell phone? Why don't you just make a video call? Mba Azizah is also now definitely with Tasya"

Abimana mangut-mangut while smiling widely.

"You're right Malik. Haah why don't I think about the video call at all"

Abimana lightly patted her forehead, then excitedly grabbed her goal.

Without wasting time, the man who seemed always handsome with his bewok was looking for a line of words that read the name of his beloved now, Azizah.

Clik... Calling....

"Hello... Assalamualaikum"

The much-missed voice sounded very melodious in Abimana's hearing, Azizah's face that filled the screen making her misbehave.

Dug dug, my God why my heart can't be cooperative right now. Abiman condemned the performance of his suddenly insane heart not in time.

"Ehem... Waalaikumsalam, Ha... Hello Azizah"

"Yes mas? Abi wants to talk to Tasya?"

Azizah asked, not seeing Abimana's face turn red at all.

Yes it is wong cover bewok! haha.

"L-yes... Tasya is not troublesome right at the house of B-Bi Ani?"

Ask Abimana stammered. Malik who was standing next to her smiled amusedly.

Abimana is the master of presentation, so he almost always managed to win big tenders.

But behold, in front of Azizah even to the point of having trouble speaking. How funny!

"Not really... Sorry yes before, I can not live in Mas Abi's house, because it's a distance from the factory"

"Emmm... It's okay"

"Mas Abi how long in Singapore?"

Ask Azizah.

Abi almost jumped up happy from being happy, Did Azizah miss him??

"About a month"

"Oh.Hopefully good at his job, let the boss be happy and can move up the ranks, Aamiin"

"Hahaha Aamiin, thank you for Azizah's prayer"

Abhimana always felt funny when Azizah prayed for him to rise in the ranks. In the meantime let him keep pretending to be an ordinary employee. He did not want Azizah to keep her distance if she knew he was a leader of a large company.

Because Abimana knew, Azizah was not a super materialistic woman as in general.

No-no, women like money of course, men are the same, just different levels.

During this time many women approached him in addition to physical, also because of his wealth, his power.

Only Azizah, who first made friends with him as an ordinary person. And that was one of his dreams...

"Sorry mas.. Tasya is busy playing with Nayla, not to talk"

Azizah said unhappily, He looked at Tasya who was busy playing a puzzle with Nayla.

"It's okay, the important thing is to talk to you"

Abimana keceplosan.

"What mas?"

"No, I said the important thing I already know about Tasya"

"Oh.. Da... God willing I take good care of you..."

"Thank you"

"Oh yes mas, Tasya's mama was here"

"Maya??"

"Yes..."

"Well? He's not angry, is he Tasya?"

"Emmm... Clothes, but yes. If you can know why Maya mba like that mas? Tasya looked really sad about it"

"When I return to Indonesia, I will tell you..."

"Okay, if you don't mind, I'm ready to listen"

"thank you. Then I'll continue working again"

"okay... Take care of your health, do not eat late, Do not forget to pray too"

"Ready... Thanks for the ngingetin"

"Everything... Assalamualaikum"

Tutt's... Call ended...

"Goddessalam..."

Abimana suddenly kissed his gawai with anxiety. Made Malik shake his head.

'Ckckck. wongedan' Inner Malik.

"Aaaah, did you hear Malik? Azizah pays attention to me. Do not forget to eat and take care of health, do not forget to pray he said"

Abhimana repeated Azizah's words with excitement. Malik just smiled stiffly.

"The mothers of the complex around my house often say so sir when I meet me on the street"

Malik Sahut lightly.

The smile that had been perched sweetly on Abimana's lips suddenly disappeared.

"Get out!"

Abimana said fiercely. Malik only held back a laugh then bowed respectfully and passed away leaving Abimana's room.

Seriate....